PTSD, fear of music, shitty music scene, confidence
Also, during that time I started playing with a band aaaaaaaaaaaaaand long story short, I would've been better off making my own music with words on a computer.
Finding this instance and seeing they have newsletters and a visible presence of algo, tidalcycles, etc. is making me get a bit more excited to try. But then, my music experience from the previous paragraph ended so bitterly and in such a humilliating way, I'm a bit scared? Until recently, I was too traumatised to even *listen* to music, let alone make it. Eep.
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